It was tiredness seeping into my bones And It was tiredness covering my skin And It was tiredness flowing through my blood And It was tiredness keeping my eyes open. I am winter child, Cold and open. Winter breeze passing through your fingers Making them numb And painful. I am the fall leaves, Frozen. Icicles... Continue Reading →


Be still, my heart.

There are times when my heart feels so heavy, like it is being held down, in my chest to my chest, bleeding, hooked into my lungs, by silken silver chains. There are times when my heart feels heavy, inside my chest, Laden with black metal, and Closed without a key, The handle metal rusting, Decaying,... Continue Reading →

사랑 (Love)

I know what it feels, To be broken hearted. Without ever falling, In love. Romantics aside, I know what it feels like To fall apart Bit by bit Dripping, breaking off. This tightening in my chest is something. I can't control, But lies through it teeth, giving me false promises about leaving. I can feel... Continue Reading →


I am starving myself, And my skin is dry and itchy. The thick blankets Black and hairy Warm, a protector. My mother would bundle me in them, And I would complain As a child would, Of uncomfortableness. Mom, I am that child again. Complaining, But this time, It's not the blankets. It's me. I'm thick... Continue Reading →


You are my sunshine, At times. And I dare not say I love you. You are my moon child So alone, A black Pearl in this ocean of defiance, A pearlescent plum. I dare not say I love you, Because I am afraid, You'll discover who I am. You'll discover all the bubbles and pop... Continue Reading →

Broken Space.

Cold as the sun, Seen through dead eyes Into the space of stars, And rolling planets. But I see you. Far and clear, Bright and furious, My moon hides you when you want to sleep, From weary eyes, And the lenghty hands of greenish waste. I see you, Sobbing, reality shakes. The universe tilts and... Continue Reading →


something or someone I can't name made me sit down to this game, A winner at life but a carcass of blame. Bundle the stars, the planets and the cosmos behind your eyes, And toss with fate for not, it's unwise. Leap over the blithe gravel of white coloured stones, Land on a valley of... Continue Reading →

An annotation of my gloom.

May 27th, 2018 I've been feeling incredibly sad these days. Thursday, I arrived back home. And Friday, I went to college, That was day before yesterday. Friday was wonderful, I felt like I took a breath of fresh air. Churning out the negatives and intaking the positives, Somewhat. I felt happy. And I believe that... Continue Reading →

Lost? So am I.

I want to go home but I don't know where home is.. Is it the one floor house with the yellow leaves and the wide terrace? Or is the gray stone house with grass and pink flowers to greet, Is where Lucas's bark follow? Or where my grandparents feet touches, Is it where the rain... Continue Reading →

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